rachaelizabeth

‘do you love me? do you think about me? like do you really love me? cause I walk around all day thinking no one loves me’

I have an iPhone now thanks to mark and I can take cool pics :)

all it takes is a spark of hope to create a wildfire…

i hate false hope that then feels almost impossible to put out.
it doesn’t go out until the trees have fallen hard, breaking the land.

i feel broken.

yeh, i guess my hope should only be in god. lesson learned. hopefully.

father’s day hurts. i want to be numb and hide and not feel…not have to deal. do wounds of this magnitude ever really heal?

i feel discouraged and not encouraged.
everything takes so much time! ugh.

If only love excluded discipline, this would feel a lot better. Trying not to despise it…

If only love excluded discipline, this would feel a lot better. But what flimsy love itd be, leaving me here. Trying not to

why do you love me?
you could get away with not…