rachaelizabeth

i wanna be a mother like this, who chronicles everything in an emotional way, not just facts:

http://www.girlsgonechild.net/2010/04/little-old-neighborhood.html

and i can’t wait for days like this mother has:

http://dunphey.com/2010/04/20/just-another-day/

and i always wanna be taking beautiful pics and editing them beautifully like this:

http://www.dooce.com/daily-photo/2010/04/20/crawler

i went to a conference recently and it was largely about the blessings we need to receive in life and it helped me reframe my childhood and gave me vision for my kids and ideas on parenting. here’s a book with the same ideas: the blessing

i’m excited, and i hope i’m up for the life-long challenge once it starts…

I like being told i have a tender spirit and that it oozes out of me… (This blog is turning into my spiritual twitter site :p )

I know your fire can hurt but itd be worse here without you

He wont relent until he has it all…my heart.

it’s so much easier to type when i trim my fingernails

thus i’m in the mood to type

thus the new entry!!!!!!!!!!

i do not have anything in mind in regards to what this entry will be about but no matter what, even if i just write what i’m writing right now in different ways, it’s *still* an entry, foo’s!

i sound very energetic right now…i feel like maybe i am slightly in my person on the inside, like maybe where my spirit flutters in my chest, next to my heart, above my soul? yeh, i don’t know that anatomy…but my body isn’t very energetic. and if i were to say any of this outloud it’d probably come out very monotone and mumbled cause i don’t want to use what little energy i do have in making pronouncable words. i guess my fingers are holding all my energy and that’s why they are in the mood to TYPE!

do fingers have moods?

probably not.

anyway…