rachaelizabeth

all it takes is a spark of hope to create a wildfire…

i hate false hope that then feels almost impossible to put out.
it doesn’t go out until the trees have fallen hard, breaking the land.

i feel broken.

yeh, i guess my hope should only be in god. lesson learned. hopefully.

father’s day hurts. i want to be numb and hide and not feel…not have to deal. do wounds of this magnitude ever really heal?

i feel discouraged and not encouraged.
everything takes so much time! ugh.

If only love excluded discipline, this would feel a lot better. Trying not to despise it…

why do you love me?
you could get away with not…

Take all of my loss and turn it into gain

i realized that my stress problem yesterday was probably due to the fact that i ran out of my vit B stress complex vitamins…i got some as soon as i made that connection and today has been much better…

it’s nice to know that a pill is working but sad that i need it so much…

yesterday i felt like my nerve endings were frayed and right on the bottle it says it’s for nervous system support…man, did i need it!

i recommend this to stressed out/easily anxious people

i’ve always liked my job because it’s not stressful and i need that, but i think now that my stress threshold has gone down and i now i get stressed at the tiniest things. it’s ridiculous. the only thing i know to do is tell myself to just breathe and everything is ok, but i forget to even continue that like ten seconds later….any ideas?

how the heck am i ever going to be able to handle children.

:/